okay, ive been feeling a wee bit angry recently, and would just like some space to vent, this is open to all to vent past and previous experiances too.
where to start...
its the 2nd of august 2004. i ask a really great gal out, ive known her for ages, about 7 years, and finaly asked her out after a few weeks of flirting. cut to the end of last year. snap change in the relationship when we had a "break" when we found out i was going to be moving to another state. during that time a past flame and i kissed. this current gal took it heavily and to heart, but said it was okay, and we got back together.
cut again to valentines day this year. i was dumped on valentines. 18 and a half months of dating this one gal, that i thought was the one (foolish teenager). i feel physicaly sick when i thought about it that day, i listen to music and do nothing else but schoolwork for the rest of the week, have "counciling" sessions with friends at school (vent periods where i jsut say w/e) and this helps me.
i start talking heavily with one lass i really get to like. and we become good friends. then a few weeks later (two weeks ago) i was told by my best friend my ex is going out with my "friend" who promised not to move in on her if we broke up and moved away. stupid to think he would keep his word, because he uses girls. anyway, turns out the day she dumped me she went fishing for his one eyed trouser snake. this SHOULD burn me, but it dosent, because i met this other lass. anyway, ive been told by many people to go down and hit my "friend". which isnt my style, and seeing as i dont care about my ex anymore i figure its pointless. if any of you guys ever feel like shit, talk it though with a girl-friend (friend that is a girl) generaly alot more understanding then guys.
the girl i talked to alot and i are going on a date this comming weekend, so im looking forward to that. i dont miss my life in canberra because ive met some great people up here in sydney, however there are many many great friends in canberra that i would love to see. and i do want to move back..
if youve read up to this part you must be seriously bored..
thanks for listening to the last few weeks of my life
feel free to comment too
i had a really bad relationship (which i didnt see then) with the 18 month gal.. all we did was watch movies and :things:. not much talking at all. which i guess helps with this new gal, coz ive actually got my head in teh right place for this one, i want a talketive relationship.
seriously get a life if youve read this far
-sam